Stop Stealing My Heart Away

I thought that you would always be there, you said you would.
I thought you would have my back.
I always had yours,
I was prepared to catch you when you fell.
But instead,
I get pushed, and thrown away.
But thats okay.
It's been like that my whole life.
Pleasing others,
giving them what they want.
Living the life they want me to live,
because the thought of just making them happy,
makes my heart beam bright sunshine inside.
Just to make them happy,
But I get pushed away in the end.
That's okay. Im used to it.
No big deal.
Because that's what everybody seems to think,
I have no feelings,
no heartbeat.
Well, thats true.
But I have to confess something.
I'm okay with being pushed away.
I'm the child of the damned.
Don't think I dont know,
I've been told over and over again.
And I know.
But,
somethings changed.
The thing is,
_{I LOVE YOU}
Can't you see that?
I know you can,
and I know you feel the same.
You told me remember?
Oh? You don't.
That's okay.
But why are you still holding on?
I thought you hated me.
But I guess I was wrong.
But it's too late.
My blood has already been shed,
and I have been served my sentence:
Eternity in loveless denial.
But I was born alone, and will die alone.
That is my destiny.
Do not try to change it.
For it does not matter what will happen to me,
I care about you.
If I caused you grief,
I'm sorry, I have been told that I was a burden.
If I caused you annoyance,
I'm sorry, I should have shut my damned mouth.
Oh wait. Whats that? You say you understand?
Really? How?
Oh right.. you love her
And you say you feel the same as I do.
I always knew,
but there is one one thing I have to tell you before I leave you.
...
...
I'm sorry, but you will never understand.
You will never understand all the pain I have been through.
Seeing you with her,
made me turn a ripe green with envy,
and I hated myself,
as if you belonged to me.
Wait. I have not finished.
I loved you so deeply,
I thought that you might be the one
I really did, I never thought you'd feel the same,
until you kissed me that night
and told me you loved me.
I didnt think I could have been any happier,
but, I underestimated you.
All those moments,
the time you held my hand,
that time we kissed as if time did not exist,
and the time we lied under the stars and held each other heart to our chests.
That time,
you took my heart,
and never gave it back.
And it will nevr be returned,
for I still love you.
And if you still care,
I will miss you,
and wish we kissed once more as if time did not exist.
And I love you. Remember that.
Goodbye.
You'll be on my mind.